As someone who has recently reconnected with painting, how important do you think it is to refine your own visual language?
I've been painting for over a decade, but relocating from Melbourne back home to South-East Queensland amidst such challenging times has prompted a recalibration of creative approach, and confirmed that I'm not one to over-analyse my work in a way that restricts its meaning. The whole point of painting, for me, is to move with a feeling in the moment rather than attempt to convey a singular, premeditated experience. Shape and colour and movement mean different things to different people, and these meanings should have the freedom to be interpreted in different ways based on one's lived experience. This isn't to say that I never draw upon my experiences, or that the experiences of those I care about aren't playing on my mind—actively or subconsciously—when I paint, but it's more a meditation on the ebbs and flows of momentary feeling.
It's taken me a really long time to pursue painting as something more than a hobby—in part because life is busy and procrastination is real, but also self-confidence is not something you can switch on when convenient, or when the time seems 'right'. For so long I was trapped by the idea that to achieve perfection should be the only motivation; because I hadn't given myself the time and space necessary to develop my approach, the direction of my work was limited from the get-go. Reflecting now, I understand the value in slowly re-teaching myself to accept the creative process rather than be intimidated by it.